I wonder to myself, "What's the point of any of it?"
"It's not about the destination but the journey," they say.
But is it really?
When the journey is so fucked up that parts of you that you love have fled, is the journey really so worthwhile? Right now, it doesn't feel like it.
If we create our own reality and my reality still isn't anywhere near what I would like for it to be, is it just because I suck ass at creating my own reality?
I don't know.
Eleven years on the "spiritual journey" and I'm still basically in the same life I wanted to free myself from. I see no ending in sight or dramatic changes on the horizon.
I feel like a slave and I wonder if I will ever be free.
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