Dream: Daisy Comes Back

Dream Journal Entry: November 13, 2022

I dreamed that our cat, Daisy, came home to us...that she hadn't actually died at all. In real life she had cancer and just quietly disappeared and never came back. We assumed she went off to die by herself.

In the dream she lost her tail, her fur was somehow longer and reddish at the front than it had before. I guessed that this had something to do with where she had been all this time. She had a floppy severed pig's ear stuck to the back of her and she was chubbier than she had been before. I wondered if it was bloat from her cancer. Her skin was bloody through her fur and I considered that we would have to have her euthanized because she seemed like she was suffering. But for those moments, I took the ear from her fur and tossed it aside and pet her lovingly even though it caused my hands to be covered in blood. I guessed that she ended up at a pig processing plant and that the people there fed her.

I also remember a young woman coming to our door. I didn't answer the door and wanted to ignore her, but she saw us laying on a bed through an open window. I ended up talking to her through the window. She asked if a young guy had been by to ask us questions. I told her he had but had trouble remembering what he had asked us. I guessed it was about whether or not we had voted or not. I considered if he had asked about things I was interested in, then I would have been able to remember. I remember looking up at a ceiling fan and seeing a word written on it that I ended up saying instead of what I meant to say. 

My mom was there and randomly dragged the young woman into the house with us. I was like, "Mom, what are you doing? You can't keep her here." Mom was going to make her leave back through the window but I said I thought that was silly, that we could just open the door for her and let her go.

In the in-between I asked about Kevin and what was going on and all they showed me was a scarecrow.

Interpretation:

A pig's ear being attached to Daisy represents "he was attached to listening to her". Someone who hacked my phone and my daughter's phone listened to our verbal conversations as well as our private online conversations. The place that processes pigs is probably me. I transmute the energy of pigs and assholes. I turn pigs and lemons into ham and lemonade. 

I'm not entirely sure whose perspective I was seeing from, but it seems to suggest that what was eating me up inside...the cancer that showed up on my doorstep in the form of a stalker/hacker was given back to whom it belongs to. Tails for a cat is a big part of how they communicate a lot of information about what they are feeling. Having this cut off means some of the ability to communicate had been cut off. The hair was a clue as to where Daisy had been. I have reddish curly hair, so this seems to suggest, again, that I am the pig processing plant in the dream.