There's not really much to say. I suppose I just want to document this more for myself than anything, but in case you come here and happen to still read me, I type this here for you, too.
I still dream AS you. I dream as her, too, at times, but it's mostly from your eyes I see in dreams. I wasn't sure at first, because it's not always obvious. I feel like me but see and experience things that don't match with my reality.
Like the time I dreamed about how I considered cutting my hair short again but thought, "No, I've already done that. I'm going to let my hair grow back out." I know that's not me because my hair has always been long.
I saw a scene on a screen where someone seemed to be pointing to me and referring to me as someone's twin but it was a recording and I thought they must be referring to you because of who I saw next. I saw her but her face morphed into an exaggerated grotesque version of her. I remember thinking, "Oh! This is how he sees her."
What I am left wondering is, if that is true, why do you continue your path next to her? Why don't you do anything to change it?
I don't know why I keep dreaming from your point of view. Maybe you have some ideas and can fill me in.
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