Inner Heart Space

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Dream Journal Entry: August 29, 2022

I dreamed about a man who was very wealthy. He was the owner of some business or organization that was hugely successful. My partner works for him and, for some reason, I am in the building where my partner works. I talked to some of the people who worked there, but I can't remember the exchange. 

Later, I'm seeing this guy again. He is relatively young for someone in his position. He looks mixed in ethnicity... maybe black and caucasian. He seems to be interacting with the people who work for him and he seems very friendly and down to Earth. Something is mentioned about how my partner has been working hard so they are going to give him a promotion, one where he is more visible, now. I couldn't say what the two different positions were, just one had him working hard behind the scenes and one where people would being seeing a lot more of him. Supposedly it was an honor and many people wanted the position.

My partner introduced me to his boss and I mentioned that I had met him earlier when he was pretending to simply be one of the workers. The owner says he likes to do that sometimes to see how people behave when they don't know it is him.

I'm seeing images of this man in his home which was attached to his business. There was a courtyard in the center of this house. The multilevel walls were all bright pink and white with gold gilding all over mixed in. Some of the gold was peeling off and falling to the stone floors below. There were lots of windows looking out into the courtyard and the ceiling was open so the sunlight was pouring in which made it possible to see all the cobwebs that crisscrossed above.

I mentioned to the owner how I used to want an Italian villa with an open courtyard in the center of the house. I can't remember what else was said at that point.

But then I overheard the owner saying something to someone else about how he had planned to make a game out of my partner's new position and I had a sense he had something sadistic planned for him. I didn't want my partner to have to suffer, so I went to the owner and begged him not to be cruel. A wicked smile formed on his face and he pulled out his erect penis. I knew what he wanted me to do in exchange for not harming my partner, so I got down on my knees and started to perform oral sex on him. He thrust his penis further into my mouth. I felt upset and tried to hold back tears.

I heard, "This happened a year ago," and then I started to wake up.

In earlier dreams I was a nanny for some family. It feels like there are four kids, three highschool aged kids and a baby. I remember something being said about the two older brothers being "halfs" and the sister being a "third" sibling to the baby. I think the baby was a boy. I remember thinking that being a one third of a sibling didn't even make sense to me and I wasn't sure how it was possible. I was needing to get the baby to school to be with one of the brothers. The school was really big and I wasn't sure that I could navigate it on my own. I asked around for the brothers. Apparently they were well known here, so the other students were able to direct me to them. I gave them their baby brother.

I've lost parts of this dream.  I vaguely recall something about the baby being face down and eating sand and helping him get upright.

Interpretation:

It is said there are three sides to every story...yours, mine and the truth. Everyone involved has a perspective, so, technically, there can be many more angles we could see a story from than the primary characters. I believe the earlier dreams about the pink and white courtyard was showing me Alexandra Grant's perspective. Me and my partner were two different parts of her. One part got a more visible position with the big boss (Keanu Reeves) while the other part, once she learned his intentions, ran to spare her partner from embarrassment by doing whatever it took, including sucking (up) a giant dick (Keanu). 

The courtyard spoke to me of the inner heart space because of the color pink being a dominant color. The cobwebs in the courtyard seems to suggest a place that was unused and I had a sense of the big boss being alone all the time. His inner heart space has cobwebs from the lack of use. There was light coming in, but no one was really allowed in that space. All of the gilding was starting to fall off which speaks to me of the original shine and richness falling away from the individual. Maybe Keanu's shininess is starting to dull in the eyes of fans or perhaps just Alexandra since I was dreaming from her perspective.

Did Keanu promote Alexandra to a more visible job position? Did he have sadistic intentions for doing so? I don't know, but the person's perspective I was dreaming from seems to believe that is the case.