The Loss of Trust

Art by Catrin Welz-Stein

I resent that Spirit ever guided me to you. It feels cruel to be guided towards something that would be so highly damaging to my heart and leave me more closed and wounded than I was when I was first guided to you. My first feeling was that the guidance was wrong, but I kept getting the same message to move in your direction. It leaves me wondering, "How can I ever trust Spirit to guide me again?"

Right now, I hate you.