Dream: Satan Sees Clearly in Hell

November 16, 2020 

Dream from last night...

"Satan can see clearly in hell, but he can't see in the light." Heard this just now.. I repeated it to someone in the dream who said this guy was dying that had hold of me and I had tried to move away from. When I saw him clearer, later, it seems he is this couple's teenage son. I think it was Covid related and he was dying from a neurological issue. He didn't have much longer to live. When I repeated what I heard to them, I said, "I just heard, 'Satan can see clearly in hell, but he can't see in the light'. Meaning, someone who can only see what they need to do when they are suffering and their life is a mess, but they can't see what they should be doing when everything is going well."

There was this guy eyeing me. He reminded me of Jack Black and he is saying gross things to me. I get up to move away, but he follows me to provoke me more. I had a pencil as did he and I took his pencil from him and threatened to stab him but didn't. He started to pursue me further when I tried to walk away. He was saying something about me talking really loudly and I agreed and said that was true because I wanted to draw people's attention to what a creep he was being. I made a final move to get away from this guy while others subdued him.

It seems all of this is taking place at my former employer's house. I am calling my daughter 'Meghan' by accident because she reminds me of her a lot. I see Thomas there and it is strange how much he still sounds like a little boy even though he is a grown man. He was laying on the bed talking about Pokemon. 

I remember seeing Jill and she had bought a sari for some event with some Indians and she was trying it on. I told her I liked it and it looked nice. I remember seeing Kerry but I can't remember the exchange with him.

I remember having seen myself laying my head on a red throw pillow. I had been resting, but when people started to come, I got up and left where I had been laying.

There were bits about seeing Cillian Murphy on stage performing in a play. There was something about knowing him previously, maybe past life related. There were other Cillian scenes but I can't remember them clearly enough to write about them in detail.

It think I was seeing an inner battle take place within someone.

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***Image credits: An etching of "Somnus" (1923), god of sleep, lifting up a sleeping woman into the realm of dreams, in a starry sky at the full moon, by American artist Perham Wilhelm Nahl (1869-1935)

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Art by Ibuki Satsuki

What does one do when their training equipment are people and the one who broke them is ourselves? Self-loathing? Self-punishment? Self-harm?

I know you are probably feeling like your life has become a nightmare you wish you could escape from. Maybe you feel like your life is pure hell. 

Congratulations on your epic tower moment! What a beautiful opportunity that has been placed before you.

Soon you should be starting to see a clear path to what you need to do to turn it all around and CHANGE.

Don't go down the pity party or revenge path. Those are fruitless paths.

Take the path of radical transformation.

And in case you need a reminder, I love you deeply. I support you and am always here if you need a friend to talk to.

PS: I talk loudly, too.