There Can Be Only One, Releasing

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I've been doing a lot of intention spells lately as a means to release those energetic connections that do more harm than good.

This morning as I was coming out of a dream about Kole and his brother still having a bunch of shit in their room to clear and the landlord wanting them gone, I saw a scene where someone was trying to take off a wedding band but no matter what he did, he couldn't. As I came out I knew I had to perform another intention spell. This one was harder to do than the others because there was emotional attachment due to the guidance they have offered me.

Awhile ago I created a protection spell and included some of these people in there. I encircled all of our names in gold...a gold circle...a gold band...a gold contract.

It was clear to me I had to release entirely and completely the dead ones who have guided me and choose the living. They represent extremes. Extremely nice, extremely aggressive, extremely passive, extremely fucked up, extremely perfect.

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What I need and desire in my life is balance. I released the extremes and only want balance...the center...the core self ..the God self. I only want those who are for my highest good in my life be they living or dead.

There was danger of one the dead one's baggage consuming my life. He already fucked up his life with the choices he made and now it was taking over mine by me feeling driven to try to get justice for him. I no longer will allow myself to take on the responsibility of someone else's baggage that doesn't belong to me be they living or dead.

So, this morning I cut out the names from their protected position, I bound them with feathers, the element of air. I lit the feathers and names on fire and let go with love and gratitude for all the lessons they gave me.

I broke bottles with their names on them to break any contracts I may have had with them.

There can be only ONE at the center of balance.

I will no longer talk about them or post pictures of them because I want my life to be my own and my dreams to be my own. I don't want to have a Scooby Doo mystery adventure where I am trying to solve murders. I want my dreams back as my own about me and my current life and not some unfinished business of other people I never even knew. I am done with all of that.

And if you happen to be one of those who has a problem with me letting the dead ones go and you want to judge me about it, that is your fucking problem and not mine.

This is MY journey. You aren't required to understand it or what I choose for me.

Art by Tsuyoshi Nagano

While it is very tempting to simply remove some of the recent blog posts, I will let them stand as a testament to the directions we take and the choices we can make to simply change the path we are currently traveling.

The only constant in life is change.

I shed my layers and the layers of others to become balanced and whole as a sovereign being connected to all that is but ultimately choosing my own Godself guidance over that of all others.

And so it is.